By: Mary McIlroy

Mary McIlroy — Thu, 08 Dec 2011 05:48:47 +0000

I live with severe bipolar. My life has been a series of dynamic peaks and devastating valleys. At one time, I worked in the Prime Minister’s Office. I have a B.A. Hons. and a Master’s degree in Political Science. I was married in Florence, Italy where I taught English for a year. I was diagnosed bipolar when I was 29 and afterwards I worked for the Canadian Mental Health Association in Winnipeg and Vancouver. I spoke at many national and international conferences about my personal experience. It was a busy time! There was so much work to do. I was invited to a conference in Malaysia, where I became wildly manic. The following years were difficult; I couldn’t seem to hang on to a job for very long. I was hospitalized alot. Now? I am writing a book. It is unlike anything I have written before. It is the real guts of what I went through. My life was full and exciting until I was practically destroyed. My friends kept me safe when I was in danger and took me in when I was homeless. I had a doctor who didn’t know how to talk to me and I didn’t know how to talk to him. I needed help, for many years, and it wasn’t there. I think it’s fantastic that people can recover and live happy and productive lives. But, I know there are lots of people like me, who fall between the cracks. They are out there on the street. I want to reach out to them. I felt like a failure for many years because of what happened to me. I don’t think anyone should ever feel that way – especially someone with a brain disease. This is a very complex issue. Our behavior is affected by our disease. That sets us apart from other illnesses. Instead of fighting Stigma, why not say what we are For: Strong Mental Health for All.
I thought the article was fantastic – one of the best I’ve read! thanks and keep up the great work! Mary

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By: Mary McIlroy